my children
i am now 22 turning 23 next month…
well, though i am still single, i still see myself as a mother… in the future that is, not yet now…
i wanted my children to be as responsible as i do… i may not be the perfect mother for them but that is all i want them to be when they will soon grow up…
now, i ain’t the perfect daughter… i lose my patience as well… patience towards my parents… but still i am doing everything for them… my plans are for them… not for me… yes, i wanted my children to be like me… not really me but them to have this right behavior…
um um um… this isn’t a serious post… i was sleeping and in my dream was a child who was mad at me… he is not my son but he was mad at me… he almost hurt me… my children may get mad at me but hopefully they wouldn’t hurt me the way that the lil boy did in my dreams… no matter how awful your life has been being the child of your parents you still do not have the right to hurt them…
my being a child along with my brother (elder) is not really one of the best experience… but still, now that we are grown up we still are taking the responsibility of helping out our parents…
i dunno how we (along with my elder brother) ended this way even if we had experienced the worst from our parents… nway so much to that… i love my nanang and tatang… i will always be there for them no matter what… they may not know but every step that i have taken is for them… disregarding my flaws of course… i love my elder brother too though we barely talk… i also love our youngest brother though he is “pasaway”…
i want my children to love me and their dada… and i want them to love each other as well… yeah they are my children, loving, responsible, respectful, caring and happy… and i will certainly love them back…
